So many thoughts running through my mind. So many emotions running through my veins... And yet I am at a stand still. I've headed down a narrow path with blinding lights, and dull aspirations. I sit in the middle of a crossroad... There's only three ways to go... Where do I begin that journey? Will it end up where I want to be? Only time will tell. Only time can reveal what lies ahead... Sometimes I wonder if I took a wrong tuen down the straight path. I gather what I have left of me, and look back for other pieces and carry along. Blissfully taking that unnown trail of life. I lose a piece along the way each day, as it corosoes in the weathers permits. Its too late to gather those parts, but why collect the past things and take them with me, when they are nothing?
And you, I wish I could tell you what's screaming inside of me, though I feel like that's irrelevant at the moment. I feel like you are unprepared for the words that want to overflow from my spirit and soul.
I can't tell you what lies beneath my skin.. For I am scared that you do not feel as compatible.
I hold you high, for it has been you that has helped me see things unknown to me before. You've unleased a part of me I did now know that could exist. And all I know to say for that, is thank you.
When you ask, I give my honest answer. When you don't, I sit in slight confusion..
I carry along, each step just wanting me to scream out to you, but for now, my screaming is silence, and silence isn't so golden when you hold it within for as long as I have... Maybe.. Just maybe one day, you will walk along my path with me, like you have been. He will sit in the thunderstorms, and I will cry along with the falling silver drops and tell you what I have wanted. Maybe, just maybe..
And you, I wish I could tell you what's screaming inside of me, though I feel like that's irrelevant at the moment. I feel like you are unprepared for the words that want to overflow from my spirit and soul.
I can't tell you what lies beneath my skin.. For I am scared that you do not feel as compatible.
I hold you high, for it has been you that has helped me see things unknown to me before. You've unleased a part of me I did now know that could exist. And all I know to say for that, is thank you.
When you ask, I give my honest answer. When you don't, I sit in slight confusion..
I carry along, each step just wanting me to scream out to you, but for now, my screaming is silence, and silence isn't so golden when you hold it within for as long as I have... Maybe.. Just maybe one day, you will walk along my path with me, like you have been. He will sit in the thunderstorms, and I will cry along with the falling silver drops and tell you what I have wanted. Maybe, just maybe..
July 30, 2010
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