Surrender

My heart has been:
Thrown around
Tore up
Ripped in half
Crumpled...
And thrown away once again:
Into oblivion
Into abyss
Into complete utter darkness...

Your apologies show:
No emotion
No remorse
No sincerity...

You don't actually care anymore because you don't have a heart of your own.
She owns it, just like she controls you... Do you have any friends? Nope..
And it's all because of her...because they dislike her...and dislike you for who she's changed you into.

Behind closed doors, you are unhappy, but as soon as the sunlight hits your skin as you stand out in the crowd
You put on the face that shows all the lies, and all the happy times you once had in your life.
The lies you hold onto, because you my darling, are the only fool here now..

You will never understand, or surrender yourself from this hell
Because you are insignificantly weak and terrified of being alone...
Just surrender to the world...

I cannot waste anymore words on you...
I cannot waste anymore breath on you... for you are as insignificant to me...as I mean to you.