Just Random

 The wind isn't as silent as it normally is.
It's holding a cold bitter edge with it today..
And somehow, I feel this may not be over for a while.
And with knowing this, I know its going to be a long, hard, cold winter.
I don't fully expect anyone to understand how I feel, or what I am going through..
Although all I ask for is to have at least a few people by my side.
I just need to feel the warm sun on my back, before the cold flakes wash it all away from me.
I know I'm not alone.
Not this time.
And never again.
I know I've been on this crazed search to find myself...
But, what's the rush?
I know the basics, and for now, that's all that matters.

I refuse to let my bleeding heart freeze.
If they say ignorance is bliss, than who are those, that are selfish every once in a while?

No matter what, the sun in my world, will continue to shine.
It can't storm forever...
Only if I want it to.

Hell and back is no longer an option.
I choose to stay planted, right where I am.
I have nothing to hide now.
I'm right here, in the open...
"If you want me, come and find me, nothing's stopping you..." (Amy lee)

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