Its been a year today since I made the critical decision... Do I stay and be unhappy or do I go and be free? I chose to leave... For the past two months off and on, you've made it apparent that you have made a huge mistake by letting me slip away from you, and I do not apologize for leaving the way I did. You needed to see that I was worth it, and that she wouldn't love you the way I once did. She brings you down, you fight constantly, and here I stand here today,, a year later, a new girl, and I tell you that watching your green eyes and long hair walk away from me may have been the hardest, but best decision I could have made at that time.. I couldn't handle being down any longer. And all the demons that you have now can carry on with you, for I have made my peace and left at an understanding state with you. I can't change the past, but I have changed my future already. I'm sorry that you're drowning your emotions into other productive activities for temporary forgetting.. I wish I could help you, but I've helped you enough.. You need to find, fix, and heal yourself, and maybe you should walk away and save yourself the way I did.. I can't change things, and I can't love you again..
* July 16, 2010
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